15 months = 30 years old!

I am going to be 30 in about 15 months…eek! I have heard over and over it’s so hard to lose weight once you get into your 30’s…hell it started for me after Jonathan! I go for my yearly check up next month and I am going to make my doctor go back into time for me and tell me what my weight was before baby days. I am hoping it’s not more than 30 pounds but I seriously doubt that. I really need to lose weight to get back to being comfortable, right now I am far from being comfortable. My pants are tight, I have nice rolls when I sit and I feel like I have 3 chins! I am thinking: 15 months, 2 pounds a month until I am 30 I can do that right?! I felt like if I post it then maybe I can do a monthly update on if I have lost any and it will keep me going for over a year. I have dieted before but usually about 5 months and then I am done. I am not going to go overboard because that usually screws me in the end; I get tired and just give up. I have officially stopped drinking cokes…again since Monday and I am just really trying to eat less and exercise when I can. I love food, who doesn’t!? But less won’t hurt right? I am not one of those people that religiously weigh themselves. Honestly right now I couldn’t even tell you how much I weigh, I really don’t even want to know but I have to start somewhere so I will have to force myself to find a scale today and read the trip digit number. Wish me luck in my endeavor to become a cute 30 year old mother and wife!